its me and only me

Games, changes and fears Where will they go from here When will they stop I believe that fate has brought us here And we should be together babe But we’re not I play it off, but I’m dreaming of you And I’ll keep my cool, but I’m fiendin’ I try to say goodbye and I choke Try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it’s clear My world crumbles when you are not here

Ramble.

Yeah im a sucker for this shit. That hopeless romantic shit. That fairytale ending shit. That romantic comedy ending shit. Yeah its weird and awkward that a guy would feel that way. But you know what, thats just me…..idk what gives im usually able to vent and let my feelings/emotions out via tumblr but everytime i start to post, i go ahead and erase it all. Why? Because it wouldnt make sense. Theres so much i want to say and let out. But the fact of the matter is…..theres too much that i cant even put it together to make it even remotely sound right. I just dont know anymore. Im confused and lost. Hoping someone will help me find my way.

my breaking point…

….theres so much gone wrong i dont even know where to start.

i had a whole spew written out.

oh. em. gee.

i might need to quit smoking weed =(